WOW 5 WEEKS...

All I can say is WOW!!.. and I'm sorry.... I can't believe that it has been 5 weeks since I've posted anything. As my best friend said... "what happened to every Sunday?" All I can say is...LIFE.... and when I really get stressed out and feel overwhelmed (very much so right now) I start to shut down. I was already struggling with this after Chad's hospital visit in April, well after August I just REALLY started shutting down. We have spent so much time going to Dr. visits, changing habits, just plain trying to help Chad feel better and get healthy. I have A LOT to post and catch everyone up on. I will do my best over the next few days (with fall break it should be easier). I just finished reading all of my friends posts that I have missed over the past 5 weeks. I haven't even done that. I started at 7 tonight and it's now 2 am. Wow... but I'm so glad that I'm caught up with everyone. To be honest I didn't comment on any one's posts, b/c I knew I had so much to catch up on and read. I will start out fresh this week. Thank you to everyone for all your posts and blogs. I have enjoyed the blogging world so much. It is one thing that I do that is a real joy to me.

I have a lot to tell you and thank my friends for, and get my page fall looking...:). I have to get past my very bad habit of shutting down. I really "check out" when it gets like this. I have felt guilty if I was doing anything other than taking care of my family, working or my other duties. Finally tonight I just said I have to do it and I have to take ACTION every day that is not just for others and everything else but for myself as well.

Thank you to my hubby for understanding and supporting me. That is all I have for tonight (this morning). Thank goodness that tomorrow is Fall Break and I can sleep in a little ...lol :)

p.s. I know that I need to respond to a few of you on questions, or help. I will get back to you this week, I'm very sorry to you as well...:( I'll get myself back on track I PROMISE!!